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[Snightmare]

When Wreck returned, he threw down angry fists of bans and thread closures. I logged into my account today and saw the cinders and ashes around me. And I saw myself the only one standing.

This is a farewell and apology. Unlike Kevin, I mean this from my heart and soul. I am leaving after this. I've talked to Wreck over PM, and this is the way it ends.

For the past year, I've tormented this site with porn, disgusting usernames that I created. Spammed the IRC channel. Continually attacked users, including Wreck with porn and tasteless sex jokes.

When I was banned, I felt a desire to return. Because I felt perhaps I had been wronged. I felt an obsession. You know what I should have done? And if I could turn back time, what I would do? I wouldn't return. I would have left. Taken BMW's advice when he said he would "look into" me returning when everything has settled down months after my ban.

I regret a lot of things I did here. Some things can never be healed. But I want to apologize to each and every one of you. Those who suffered before and after my ban, and those that have suffered recently.

I'm not going to name names. I know who I have flamed/trolled/spammed and you know who you are. But just know that I am apologizing and I am truly sorry.

As I told Wreck, sometimes I wish I hadn't joined here. I should have moved on. As I should have moved on when I was banned, but I didn't.

Will I return? The only man who knows that is the man who is the most brilliant and non-judgmental man. If nobody has ever talked to him, do it. He won't judge you. His words of wisdom are far greater than anyone I have met.

Wreck, I took our shattered friendship and burned the pieces. I know we wont have something like we had before. I'm leaving now. Please close this thread.

And again, I am sorry.